July was a crazy month for me. So much happened in one month and now that it’s August, I feel like I’m trying to find my footing again. I don’t feel lost per se, but I do feel like there are a billion things to do and I gotta choose just one. Just one! And I do not know which one to choose…..Bahh….
I feel like Indiana Jones when he has to pick one cup from the others and it’s gotta be the right one or …well, if you’ve seen the movie, you know what happens.
So how do I choose? How do I choose the right project to focus on?
Maybe this is the universe telling me that it’s ok to not know right now and to take some time off and get back to my groovy happy zone and flow.
Last month was such a whirlwind of ups and downs. Between movie shoots, trips to the lake, my directorial debut and a bunch of other personal things, the dust from all of that excitement and adventure has settled and I sort of don’t know what to do. Of course, I have a huge laundry list of shit to take care of and I know what I should be doing, but honestly, I don’t feel like doing any of it right now. Why that is, I have no idea and that is ok.
I give myself permission to not know.
It is ok to not know and not have all of the answers all of the time. Sometimes I need to sit and feel what I need to do next. I know, sounds crazy, but it’s true. Ever since I started to lead my business and my writing with my heart instead of my head, it’s gone so much smoother and has been better overall.
My scripts will always be here, waiting patiently for me to work on them. The rest of the business stuff, it will be here too. I know this is temporary and shall pass because it always does.